why am I so weird
#eating disorder recovery
Today started out great! And then I woke up.
Nah, just kidding, it hasn’t been all bad. Just the parts where I binged on cereal or gotten rained on and been bored because the weather pretty much cancelled my plans have been not so cool. Other than that I give today a solid 4. I made a fantastic avocado, cheddar and chicken panini for lunch, treated myself to a new shirt and had a good talk with mommy dearest.
Now I’m about to curl up in bed with some sleepy time tea and drift off to dreamland.
Cheers to a better tomorrow. May the sunshine be with me.
Should I or should I not? I kinda really wanna.
I'm so proud of you for being in recovery, I know you can beat this awful illness, I love you stay strong x
Yes I sure can! High five, my little gray friend with them shades on. Thanks for your message, I love you too. As long as we support each other in this community, we can pretty much achieve anything. :)
Monday night cuddles with a fresh box of crackers.
another day in la la land
#eating disoder recovery
One of the best things after a long day is coming home. Here I can just be. My apartment feels safe at nights, it’s my nest, my place to rest. I had a delicious dinner of oatmeal, haha, bc brinner is the winner. Now I’m about to hide under my covers with Gray’s anatomy and tea (or hot chocolate, I haven’t decided yet).
Two things I want to put out there before I hide away:
- I had TWO apples today. Two. That’s more than one of the same thing, so yay me!
- I put chocolate on my grocery list (but I wish I had some now)
day in the life
Today had it’s ups and downs. For some reason I started to feel really teary and sad when a customer and my manager paid me a huge compliment, go figure. Like no, head, that’s not how you’re supposed to react!
But meh, that passed quickly and I had another one of my Lunchables (with them cookies!) as a snack. Oh the perks of being an adult. They should be calling them Snackables (wait, I love that idea - TRADEMARK NOW!).
Now I’m on my way to go out to a bar (where I have to be a real adult and not the kind who eats lunchables for a snack, yahhh).
I’m going out for ice cream now, so byeee :)